Oh hello. I am minhui and I am 20.You're beginning to like me less, as you're lovin me more. xoxo.

now and there.

now this moment, it hit me hard seeing my best friend crying.
all this while she was trying to hide her down side,
she was always there for me whn im down.
but now tht it affect her so badly,
tht this it the first time i'm hearing her cry.
i don't knw what to do & what to say.
i feel real lousy, but what else can i do?
other thn waiting for her phone call & showing her tht i care.

maybe if there was a second chance things would not be like this.
maybe if she took notice of all tht's happening things won't be like this.

people often realize how important something is to them when they lose it.
i experience it before, i knew how it feel like.
& whn this happens, you just wish for another chance.
hoping tht the person will put their trust in you agn.
& whn the person doesn't, you'll live your life in pretends.
trying to act as if everything is alright, not affected by the situation.
putting on a mask on your face with a pretentious smile,
clinging onto false hope which yknw won't be happening.
& deep down inside, your heart is actually tearing apart.

i just wish the best for my dear friend,
i don't wnt anything to happen to her bcus i love her. /:

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